Very much neglecting the blog these days. Been through impactful events which I didn't know how to pen down. Heavy topics..... Yet so much was learnt.... Maybe leave it till I know how to express myself better..
Went 扫墓 and realized it's been 6 years since my grandparents left.
My grandma used to say I'm the most difficult grandchild, right from the day I was born.. I made her really really busy because my birthday happened to fall on an election day. To top that off, it was also 冬至. So she got to prepare 汤圆 (handmade), go vote, and welcome me!
Then the first day of K1, I refused to let her go home as I was a very very shy and timid girl. I held on to her hand to tightly the teacher couldn't separate us. After "struggling" here and there, I made my grandma vomit because of the "motion-sickness".
During my teenage rebellious phase, I remembered her asking me to be more obedient, and I didn't listen...
Grandpa was a frugal man with few words. I respected him alot, and I miss him sometimes. He always sat under the clock in the living room, just beside my bedroom door. He took good care of the plants outside the house, and liked eating simple dishes.
Time really flies.. We are all grown up now.. My youngest brother got a flat and I can tell that my mum is very happy.
On the other hand, I know my mum is disappointed with me. After almost 30 years, we still have a love-hate relationship with each other.
My dad, as usual, is only concerned about my weight gain and aging issues. I will try my best to exercise more!
