1. 矛盾

We all know it means contradiction, which originates from the spear and shield story, right? If don't know, google/wikipedia yourself ok?

This is the first feeling I felt that night. Reading someone's blog out of curiosity, then realise the content is not exactly what I wanna see and not what I have imagined. By the time I know it, can't stop reading already? Then came a point where I finally stopped yourself from reading.

Initially, I wanted to read it because I thought by doing so, I can understand a person better. Who knows the more I read, the more I'm confused about this person.

After which I wanted to confront, but what's there to confront? The posts were like in year 2007?!!? Plus, I'm not supposed to read it in the first place! I'm invading some privacy afterall, I think.

So that summarised the 矛盾 part.

2. 鸡蛋

It's the chicken and egg mystery again! Some things are not worth arguing because, at the end of the day, there will not be a conclusion.

If there's no egg, there won't be chicken? If there's no chicken, how to have eggs?

He never told me what he likes about me but he can write a whole paragraph of what he liked about X? Guess what, there is FRAGILITY in that list of characteristics! *curse the GNDs*

Then again, taking a step back and think about it, maybe they broke up because suddenly X became a strong girl and he finds her unattractive anymore??

To summarise, if there's no such a list of characteristics that he liked about X, they won't break up? And if they don't break up, I wouldn't have found out about this list! Like the chicken and egg, it's a CYCLE!

3. 舍得

我的老师说过，舍得之所以舍得，因为有舍才有得。In life, you always have to first 舍弃something in order to 得到better things! That is why 舍 ALWAYS comes before 得.

Admit it, everyone of us carries an invisible baggage. Inside are things you couldn't let go, the stress you are going through be it work, family, financially etc. A healthy dosage of those will keep you positively motivated, but a heavy baggage will weigh you down, and you can't move on.

Let go of the past, so can gain speed to creating a better future! Letting go doesn't mean to forget, but thankful. The past is what makes you YOU. If not for my past, I will not be who I am, and if not for his past, he won't be the man who loves me now!

That's what's most important right? HE LOVES ME NOW!

So I'm a happy girl once again:)

谢谢老师的舍得！！

p/s: Shit MOE for thinking that Chinese is a subject kids can do without these days. You never know how this language shape people's life lor!

Hope no one pats my shoulder blindly now:D