I haven't been myself so much so that it's apparent to others already. I thought I was a good actress!
Anyway alot have been going through my mind recently. The adult world is too complex for me to comprehend. Too many considerations. Of course I don't give a shit about other people, but for those who care, I want to reciprocate.
You must be thinking what the hell am I talking about. Too bad, my job has trained me to be very secretive. So, basically, it's confidential.
Since young, I am not the "mainstream" kind of person. "How to be politically correct" was not taught in any of my classes. Not that I want to learn, but it's so weird to learn that being "right" and being "correct" are 2 different things. In school, they told me there are no right or wrong answers, its just difference in perspectives. They told me to be creative, and they told me to differentiate.
Is there a flaw in the education system or is there a flaw in organisations? Why am I learning different things? Maybe we are just pawns in the game. Play the game or you are out of it.
I have to decide.
I don't like my indecisiveness.
Boo! Another emo entry! I want to blog about happy things in the next post!
