losti am lost. so what do people do when they are lost? they try to figure a way out? if they still cannot find the way out, they will seek advice? so who do they seek advice from? and how much will they weigh what the person says? how much does the person understand them to give them the advice that they need?
suddenly, i miss someone very the much.
alot of people have been telling me what to do. relatives, friends, even ex-colleagues. but do they know what i want? or should i ask if i, myself, know what i want? the truth is, well, i don't know! that's why im so damn lost. the more i listen, the more confused i become.
suddenly, i wish someone was here.
i think i have heard enough. its time i think on my own. its time i start to decide what i want. ultimately, it is my choice. i bear all responsibilities for making that decision, not those who gave me advices. actually there's so much that i want to say, but i don't know how.
suddenly, i terribly want to talk to someone.
