nothing new.. tis entry's gonna b on some identity crisis again.. ah lian, auntie, buddy, bimbo, clubbing queen.. u name it i have it(gal-next-door INCLUDED)..
todae i feel stupid.. i cant even get simple things done.. im 23 tis yr n yet im such a letdown.. y do i always behave like im a teenager? y i nv learn to be more sensible? WHY?
chanced upon a cousin's blog.. readin it makes me feel more bimbotic.. n useless.. how can someone b so intelligent? according to sun zi.. knowledge is v important in e competitive world.. technology too.. suddenly i feel so small.. i tink i shld start developing an interest towards quantum physics or something..
tis sudden sense of inferiority is driving me nuts.. i nv c myself as someone wif low self-esteem b4.. but smart ppl r reallie freakin me out.. i feel so so so lousy!!!
mayb i shld juz give up my lousy dreams n b a housewife.. live off my husband like a leech.. he die i die.. im such a good-for-nothing! slap me slap me!
