so it was all my fault.. i wasnt fair to any of them.. both men, my fault.. like wat rs likes to say, two wrongs doesnt make one right.. n like wat leslie said.. mayb i shld juz be single all my life to spare e male population of further misery..
i dunno wat gave me e courage.. yup i tokked to him.. i used a fren as an excuse to get e conversation started.. e conversation went on n on.. its amazing how we can tok like tt.. i nv tot we could tok like tt.. i told him abt how contented i am wif my life now.. thou he kept urging me to get a bf.. he told me he doesnt wanna get attached so fast thou he's scared of lonelines sometimes.. glad tt there r ppl who is makin him feel loved at e moment.. well, nothing wrong.. but somehow i dun feel gd until he finds someone who can give him wat i cant.. i hope he can find tt someone soon.. thou when tt day comes i might not b able to take it.. like how i couldnt take it when i saw hy's friendster.. its doesnt matter how i feel anymore, does it? ultimately, i tink i juz wan both of them to find happiness.. =)
