i felt an urge to cry.. but i controlled myself.. thank god im born an actress.. i can conceal my emotions well when i wanna hide.. i dunno if tis is a blessing or wat.. ppl tend to take advantage of ppl who look strong.. somehow they tink these group of ppl can take things better in their stride.. i hate being associated wif e word weak.. but still i dun wan ppl to tink they can hurt me because im strong enuff to take it..
sometimes i reallie wish to noe how life has been for him.. its strange how 2 persons who used to b spiritually connected can b so distant now.. i guess e best punishment for betrayers in love is tt these ppl can nv believe in true love again.. they cant move on.. coz there's always something so heavy in their heart.. which they cannot let go.. juz like me..
