I weigh onli 47kg now.. FREAK!!! i have to admit tis.. I did a lot of stupid things over e weekend.. n I tink I shld stop doin silly things.. which onli make things worse.. to stop myself frm being foolish.. I stayed over at st’s hse last nite.. if not I wld hav went over to his.. e temptation is always there.. its like a habit.. so difficult to change.. hopefully stay overs at st’s place wil stop e urge to turn to him AGAIN..
I realize all men r rotten.. reallie.. ALL.. in all my r/s I put in all e effort I can possibly put in.. at e end of e day.. I still got hurt.. so r my frenz.. i noe I gotta move on.. yet… haizzz.. part of me juz refuse to.. i still wanna run to him.. i miss e gd times we had tog.. i cannot let go.. not so easily.. i even tot of havin ambiguous r/s wif him.. seriously i noe tt's plain stupidity.. i reallie noe.. but juz cant help havin tis tot.. at e end of e day.. i tink im juz pua siu!!!! as always.. haiz.. pls pray for me ppl.. someone better pls come along..
hello? mr right? u there? pls find me soon ok???? im here im here.. hahahahaa..
