im sick of happening lifestyle.. my life is currently undergoing drastic changes.. so much so tt i got problem catching up wif myself.. i juz wan my life simple.. n there's onli 1 person in e world who can give me wat i wan.. but he'll nv b mine again.. he'll nv b there to catch me when i fall anymore.. no more hotcakes whenever im feelin down.. yes simple things like hotcakes can make me happy.. simple as tt.. up to tis pt in my life.. he's my onli regret.. i am willing to do anything juz to go back to e old times.. but i cant seem to do anything.. i feel so helpless..
