i dunno y i decided to touch on such serious topic todae.. but i juz wanna talk abt direction.. i realise alot of ppl lack direction in life.. ppl r always lost in e jungle of tots.. there r so many qns wif no ans.. n ppl demand ans.. to e extent tt they lose their way in search for ans.. y izzit so?? can we blame e educational system?? for it always demand for ans?? or izzit tt e govt/parents plan thier kids future.. so much so tt they dunno wat they reallie wan??? alot of ppl go to a university juz to get a degree.. doesnt matter if they like e things they study.. most ppl study to pass or shld i say to do well in examz.. but not to learn.. r we living too much in expectations of others?? n we neglect our own desires?? i reallie dunno
i muz say tt im one of e many ppl.. im lost.. no sense of direction. but at least i noe im lost.. some ppl dun even realise tt they r lost.. they continue to do wat ppl tink they shld do n doesnt hav a mind of their own.. but of coz in life.. there r lotsa circumstances tt stop ppl frm doin wat they reallie wish to do.. i dun blame them.. but its kinda sad..
ok on a lighter note.. as i've always said.. i like engineers.. i like guys who r engineers.. somehow they give ppl e kinda feeling tt they can offer stability.. they can solve any problems for u.. i tink tt's wat makes me attracted to them.. n of coz their knowledge which i can nv acquire coz im so un-science.. impressive!! n they r so cute behind those chee kok specs.. so cute when they so toot toot.. so cute when they cannot find e rite things or rite words to say.. coz they r no gd wif words.. they r onli gd wif numbers.. hahahahaha... another things abt engineers r we will be working in different fields.. if there is econimic downturn or a particular sector is not doin well.. at least one of us might not b affected.. according to was i've learnt in FM.. tis is called investing in a portfolio which has negatively correlated stakes so as to diversify risk!!! hahahaha.. c im applying wat i've learnt.. i'vegot some personal opinions afterall.. something so different frm e rest.. mayb tt's my direction in life??? hahahaha... omg..
anw i got tis fren who juz broke up wif her bf tis morning.. it was an extremely sad case.. it makes all of us who were listening to her story even more skeptical abt r/s.. esp as we grow older.. things juz become more complex.. i juz wan my simple life n simple mindset back.. i wanna b a kid once again.. i dun wanna b bothered by so many issues everyday.. i dun wanna learn abt how cruel tis world is.. n most importantly.. a world w/o examz!!!1
