todae is a bad bad day for me.. e 1st thing i noe when i wake up is.. i've got my period.. im one who has serious cramps which eventually leads to extreme pms.. but as far as i can i try to b nice.. it all started when mr alastair marcus mok kok jen announced tt the PA results r out.. any normal being wld b anxious to noe the results rite? so i rushed to e free access lab to check.. n damn it.. i din get any of e 6 companies i chose.. i suppose all e companies i chose r super hot.. coz most of my peers chose those compnaies.. but den again.. i dun understand y am i e one who doesnt get it!!! now im left wif phase 3 choices.. most r insurance companies and e location is like changi, ubi.. super sucky!!! shit ntu!!! shit e whole system!!!
now i got alot of work on hand.. im stressing out.. but as usual im not doin anything.. i dun feel interested abt anything.. if i din rem wrongly.. its one of e signs of depression.. haiz.. life is miserable for now.. i hope things wil turn out for e better soon..
at home.. i still trying to get used to another member.. my maid.. haiz.. its kinda weird la.. i dun like ppl to touch my stuff etc.. i guess its a matter of time.. i'll et used to it..
next week's my bf's bdae.. n i dun hav time to do anything.. buy present.. tink of a place for dinner.. etc etc.. damn!!! anw i almost become single last week.. haiz.. i tink im a demanding gf.. my life is so screwed!!!
