i skipped my lessons todae.. i did not skip intentionally u noe.. juz happened tt by e time i wake up.. my lessons r over.. wahahahaha...
i tink i've been tinkin alot recently.. there r so many things tt i feel strongly abt.. not e usual heck care attitude.. i was v affected by e poor advertising efforts of ntu compared to nus n smu.. n i totally hates smu.. i tink they r way too overrated.. when all they noe is to dress well n try to b different.. smu's marketing n management is gd.. no doubt abt tt.. but y isnt ntu doin anything to counter them.. at tis rate ntu wil b gone.. n im reallie quite concern abt e quality n level of recognition of my degree.. if they dun do anything now.. n their future graduates lose out.. all unemployed aft graduation.. den gd luck.. n e recent increase in sch fees thingy.. i was quite pissed.. at 1st ntu n nus wanted to increase sch fees rite.. so tt gave them some media exposure.. n smu followed aft a few daes.. n i heard smu has been constantly increasin sch fees throughout e yrs.. n they did not announce to e public until tis time.. when nus n ntu announce.. wat they wan is equal media exposure.. damn! i totally hate them.. n i wonder how they get all e journalists to write abt them so often in papers.. they r gettin all e media attention they wanted.. as u all noe.. media is so powerful.. employers wil b affected.. they now hav preference over smu grads.. shit them.. so what if they adopt a new style of teachin.. so wat if their ppl can talk.. u need to b constructive.. n smu ppl r so snobbish can.. who r they to criticise nus n ntu?? smu used to b a dumpin ground can! shit smu..
enuff of smu.. another thing im v concern abt is ethics n social responsibility.. i was so pissed of by my bf's female fren,S, e other day.. we were at jp.. me, my bf n allan.. n S called.. she's at mac n she needs ppl to do a survey.. since she's allan's n my bf's fren.. i said ok w/o hesitation.. when we reached.. S said she juz needed 1 person.. to try e beef fantastic.. coz we juz had dinner.. i din wanna eat anymore.. n allan cannot eat beef.. so S suggest tt my bf buy e burger n do e survey for her.. n when we told her we juz ate.. she said nvm.. juz bite one mouthful n throw away.. she'll pay for e burger.. i was already quite pissed off when i heard tis.. coz im against wasting food.. nvm.. den she told us e company ppl was there.. giving her alot of pressure.. tt's y she asked my bf to do it.. n he was asked to buy e beef one coz most ppl bot e chicken one.. den i began to tink.. if ppl juz wont buy e beef one.. there's nothing she can do wat.. its not her fault.. so how can e company ppl blame her? to e extent tt she is willing to pay for my bf's burger juz to do e survey.. den aft a while.. i noe wats happening.. she's paid 12 bucks for a survey.. n she earn over 700 bucks in 2 daes.. all all e pressured by company shit was bullshit.. n worse still.. she faked e ans.. if she was paid so much.. wont she hav a sense of responsibility in delivering e accurate datas? for e money she can waste food, make use of frenz and cheat e survey? wats e world comin to reallie.. not tt she's frm some ite or something.. she's an accountancy student.. preciously frm a top sch.. i sometimes wonder wat e schs n parents teach their kids.. i totally lost confidence in this whole educational system.. n im utterly disappointed wif such behaviour..
den e issue on pre-marital sex.. due to e current nyp gal.. whose sex video was being circulated.. i wonder if e gal noes wat she's doin.. e video was gross.. yes i've watched it.. haiz.. im speechless man.. i wldnt noe wat to do if i were her mother.. i'll probably hav a heart attack.. but then again.. i might b too conservative.. coz most of my frenz din tink much of such an act..
then e topic on "extra-cirriculum activities".. ppl nowadays juz cant stay devoted to their bf/gf.. i hav galfrenz who r lidat.. n we discussed it over dinner e toher day.. when asked if they love their bfs.. they replied yes readily.. den e qn of y they still go out wif other guys.. ok its coz they r bored.. den we asked if they were guilty.. they said they'll treat their bf better coz of e guilt.. n its seen as a gd thing.. n they were sayin.. if they nv went out wif these 'other guy', they wouldnt realise how nice their bfs r.. but they nv wanted to hurt their bfs.. so they kept it frm their bfs v well.. alot of tactics needed here.. shant elaborate.. so this fren of mine.. ask one of e gals.. wat if one day u find out tt actuallie ur bf is doin e same thing to u? guess wats e ans?? "den heng i did wat i did.. if not i'll lose out.. i'll b even sadder".. omg.. is there no such thing as true love anymore..? ppl nowadays r so rational with regards to love.. esp e more educated ones.. isnt love suppose to b blind? y r we lookin at qualifications, appearances, financial capabilities etc???
lastly i wanna tok abt myself.. i realise i dun hav a dream.. everyone needs to hav a dream.. for tt's wat keeps us gg.. one nite my bf suggested tt we shld share our dreams.. he wans to noe my dream so tt we can achieve it tog.. he wans to assist me in realising my dream.. i pondered for a while n came up wif this ans: i wan a happy family. such a simple yet difficult dream.. ok watever.. dreams can change over time rite? at least i hav one now.. anw i dunno wat im tokkin abt liao.. shall pen off here..
