alast said tis to me: a square can nv fit into a circle.. its true.. i wan a circle but i was given a square.. i couldnt accept e square.. all along i've been tryin to blunt e edges of the square.. instead of appreciating e square as it is.. i juz wanna change things.. juz like a square cannot fit into a circle.. its nv gonna happen.. its not gonna work..
im pissed off big time.. u do things as u like.. let emotions n impulsiveness take over.. n i have to clear e mess u created.. u dun put someone u love thru all these shit.. stop defending urself by sayin u love me n u did things outta love.. its not valid, at least to me.. i've been toleratin ur temper n childishness.. but u r reallie pushing my limits.. when we were happie everything was so wonderful.. but y whenever we quarrel u hav to do stupid things to spite me? wat r u tryin to prove? ur love? if u noe u r gonna piss me off big time.. dun do it.. wats e use of regrettin n being sincerely sorrie aft u did something to hurt me? im disappointed.. u noe wat a difficult position u hav put me in? wats done cannot b undone.. u will always b a square.. u can nv b e man of my dreams which u claim u could..
i noe u hav been puttin in effort.. stop accusing me of being unappreciative.. everything u've done for me.. thou i nv express them to u verbally.. i do appreciate k!if not y i put a notice on my notice board to remind myself not to b so wilful, try to b understanding, hav more faith in u etc etc?? i've always wanted to b a nice gf to u.. coz i noe im not.. im unreasonable at times n extremely demanding.. im also v guilty for puttin u under tremendous pressure becoz of my high expectations.. im aware of all these all e while k!
i still rem e sweet wallpaper u did for me on ur comp b4 u left for ur proj on sat mornin.. juz becoz u noe im gonna on ur comp to msn when im bored.. i love e korean chocolates u got for me yest to make up for u not being able to bring breakfast over to my place.. but those r e gd times.. wat abt bad times??? u r rite.. we can onli share gd times.. our r/s cant withstand bad times.. not at all!!! but dun worry i dun hate u.. i hate myself.. for loving u..
