okie finally i've come to my senses.. i decided to b single again.. i gave it lotsa tots b4 comin to e decision.. so no way i'll regret.. i feel happier now.. but he took it quite hard.. n he's gonna woo me all over again.. he say he wanna start afresh.. take it as we juz noe each other.. he'll treat me well in future.. hmm.. i dunno.. he sounded convincing.. but at tis moment im not considerin a patch up.. thou he's done alot these 2 daes.. he did things he'll nv do in e past.. like buy me breakfast, wait for me outside my seminar room to gimme a bar of chocolates, secretly place flower n cookies in my room.. and e most shockin thing he did was to look my ex up.. to actualli apologise for wat he said to him previously.. he told my ex how much my ex meant to me etc etc.. e fact tt my ex agreed to take time to meet up wif him reallie touched me.. he STILL cares for me.. oh man.. when rs told him im upset coz he avoided me.. he actualli said he avoided me n refrain himself frm contactin me coz he still loves me.. i cried over e phone can.. e 1st time i cried to rs.. n its becoz of another man.. once again i tink i suck.. til now me n hy still not in contact.. guess we wont b in contact in near future.. nobody wil ever understand how much i blame myself for hurtin hy.. no matter who i end up wif in future.. he'll always occupy a corner of my heart..
went for netball yest.. it was at hall 2.. fun!!! i learned alot of things.. sense of satisfaction.. shiok!! e coach was great.. he managed to correct e bad habits/postures i've developed over e yrs.. damn zai.. havin severe muscle ache now.. 1st trainin in 2 yrs?? hopefulli i'll go next week.. hahaha.. i needa jian fei!!! now tt im single.. i need to pay more attention to how i look.. hahaha..
sch has been stressful.. lotsa projs n presentations.. i hate presentations!!!
