i noe i shldnt bring up my ex every now n then la.. but but.. its inevitable.. he holds an important position in my heart.. tis fact wil nv change.. n he is irreplacable.. i noe its unfair to u.. but at tis pt of time.. yes he is more impt than u.. not tt i dun love u.. juz tt e r/s btw me n my ex.. its beyond love.. i dunno how to explain la.. all i can say is sorrie.. hopefully one day my ex wil not come into our r/s anymore.. n hope u'll b more open abt it..
so far im happie wif e way things r.. juz tt sometimes its abit stale.. however e way u treat me is commendable.. i mean i din noe u can b so sweet.. i reallie appreciate all e things u did for me.. thou i nv reallie do much for u.. but i'll try i hope.. u noe ppl tend to get lazy as we age.. no more fanciful stuff.. no more surprises.. or mayb i dun love u enuff to do those things.. i dunno.. haiz..
last but not least.. i wanna confess tt i've been callin my ex.. im still writing in e diary tt we used to share.. im sorrie dear but sometimes i doubt if i love u.. if i reallie do i wont do such things rite? haiz.. tis is complicated.. mayb its a mistake.. mayb not.. i seriously dunno..
i pon-ed work today.. i felt so tired when i woke up in e mornin.. dun feel like gettin outta bed.. so i sms my boss to say i got fever.. muahahahaha.. typical laona behaviour..
rite gg out soon.. havin sakae sushi!!!!!!!!! dun b jealous peeps! tataz..
