firday e 13th.. a day to rem.. a day i made a fren.. a day i spent time wif e person who loves me most.. a day i noe exactly wat was happening.. im onli a spare tyre.. he toks to me once in a while juz to make sure im still there.. in case all else fails he still got me to fall back on.. wat a lousy man.. not worth my time at all.. now im glad i went clubbing tt day.. i've nv felt so silly.. everyone's treatin me like a fool n i allowed myself to b tt fool.. but not anymore.. i felt like giving him 2 tight slaps.. i mean it.. wat e hell lor reallie.. wat he take women for man.. such a coward.. such a loser! men always help men.. i'll nv believe wat those men say anymore.. i onli believe my buddies..
i din noe e 2 of us can tok abt e guy we like openly.. but if we din tok abt it there'll always b something in btw our frenship.. n im thankful we tokked abt it.. both of us got a clearer picture.. n we actualli felt angry for one another.. tis is amazing.. i nv expect e 2 of us to even mention him.. so calmly.. throughout the nite.. hope e push we gave each other last nite wil benefit both of us.. we r silly i noe.. but tt's it..once n for all.. shall no tok abt him again.. get him outta our lives!!! hahahaha.. he's not worth ur time.. u can find someone 10000 times better.. its his loss tt he din appreciate u.. n e way he treated u.. he deserves another 2 tight slaps.. alrite move on!!!
hav been lookin for jobs.. went interviews n thur wif shuen n szeting.. but it wasnt fruitful at all.. was cheated actualli.. some mlm thingy.. den met up wif vball gals at lot 1 sakae sushi for dinner.. heehee.. i miss e gals!! had fun chatting wif them.. reallie wanna take part in e past n present challenge.. it sounds great!!! n vball!!! i miss those daes.. life sux in uni.. *sighs*
went ice skating on fri.. erm.. which is yest!! finally.. hahahaha it was so fun.. thou i need quite some time to *warm up* but it was fun juz fun nothing else!! gotta thank hockyam for askin me out.. he's gd at ice skatin i muz say.. no doubt abt it.. he's still as considerate towards me.. reallie grateful to him.. always there to pick me up whenever im down.. but i cant make his story.. n im extremely sorrie abt it.. he deserves someone better.. *sobs* anw we went to play pool aft tt.. i suck at it.. hahaha.. onli won him 1 game outta 4 games?? or 5 i cant rem.. hahah.. guys r always better at such things.. but gotta thank him for e company.. he reallie makes a diff.. *smilez*
met el at bugis aft tt to watch e 3rd horror movie.. on black friday! cant believe i watched 3 horror movies in a mth!! i was nv into horror movies.. coz im weak.. hahaha e 1st time was creep i went wif 2 guys.. den hse of wax i went wif a guy.. tis time amityville horror i went wif a gal.. mayb e next time i'll b brave enuff to go alone.. im gettin stronger man.. i screamed twice last nite durin e movie.. gan gan b e onli one screaming.. hahaha tink e 2 guys sittin beside buay tahan me.. hahahaha..ppl ask me out for horror movies k.. i like them now.. i promise not to scream n throw ur faces..please bring me along... hahaha.. anw el signed up at amore.. i was tempted too but im not as rich.. mayb next time ba.. gotta earn some $$ first.. still jobless.. haiz..
last nite was nbs bash.. ivan was drunk i tink.. his sms was kinda random.. but it was sweet of him.. but wat he said was ridiculous.. he lost my no??? he sms me at 12+ but sms alast at 2am to ask him for my no.. at 12+ he told me he lost my no... he lost my no again??? amen to him man.. i muz tell him wat he did e next time i c him.. i wonder if he noes.. hahaha.. so silly.. so not HIM.. n e sms suppose to came a day b4 lor.. how lagging.. hahaha.. but still thanx.. he's still cute in my eyes.. esp when he's drunk.. erp!hahahaha.. now alast is suggestin an outing.. hahaha.. i love outings.. lalalalala~~
el juz told me there's tis mickey mouse shop at bugis.. everything they sell is mickey mouse.. oh mam i muz go one of these days.. i love mickey mouse!!!
jiahui's bdae chalet tmr.. hopefully can hav some fun.. these fews daes were hell to me.. n happie 21st bdae to jiahui!!! heehee..
