i dunno how to describe my current situation in relationships.. pua siu? cui? i always cork up.. do wrong things at e wrong time.. i hate clubbin.. things always go wrong whenever i club.. i always get caught everytime i do huai shi.. n shufen is always present when i do huai shi.. my partner in crime.. it was a helluva nite.. everything was so wrong.. leslie for e 1st time i hate u.. reallie i do.. thanx for ur hoh gai siao.. take note tt i used alot of hokkien in tis entry.. coz im reallie pissed.. wif myself.. i can prevent all these frm happening if i wanted.. if only i had a bit more control.. but i gave in.. i despise myself.. i shall nv go club again!!! my heart juz sank.. so deep.. n it aches like hell.. when i saw tt deadly statement on my monitor screen.. yi bei zi de tong.. i felt like i was gg crazy.. for e first time aft so long.. i hope he can juz leave me alone sometimes.. once he come tok to me.. im gone all over again..
