class gahering tmr.. wil b havin dinner i guess.. as e organiser.. i myself feel like backin out.. im sorrie to feel tt way.. but i got a feelin e atmosphere might b weird tmr if i turn up.. but if i dun turn up.. im afraid ppl wil gossip.. n im fat.. e last person i wan to c is him.. how can i let him c me in tis state??? n i dun wanna c him.. he still owe me an ans.. im afraid he's got e ans already.. n its not something i wanna hear.. i dun wanna hav any contact wif him.. im afraid to noe e ans.. its gonna b heart shattering.. ppl who noe me wil noe i got weak heart.. i cant take such things man.. die.. help.. shld i turn up anot??
