shit im fat im fat!!! damnit!!! HELP!!! okie one more week.. aft examz im gonna exercise regularly n control my diet.. i muz do tt.. n i will do tt!!! i've hit 52 kg.. e weight i used to hav during sec sch.. when i was reslly FAT.. given my height.. tis kinda weight is considered FAT!!! i used to b 48kg.. argh!!! if i hit 55kg.. someone pls kill me.. i dun wanna b caught dead wearing an L size piece of clothing.. tis is unbelievable can.. less than 1 mth n i gained 4 kg?? 1kg per week... oh man.. e tot of e fats deposited on my face n arms n tummy n butt n thigh is killing me..
i decided not to turn up for loreal's interview.. not reallie an interview.. juz to show my face actualli.. coz i've decided not to b promoter ever again.. coz it sux.. anw my fren's company might wanna employ temp staff.. now i need to write a resume.. but i got no idea wat a resume looks like n got no idea how to go abt writing it.. looked up some websites to look at the samples they provide.. but all those samples look complicated.. i dunno wat is expected of my resume since its juz a temp job.. haiz.. needa send it over to my fren soon so tt she can forward it to her boss.. needa do it fast so tt i can start work immediately aft my examz.. i need $$$.. anyone wanna yang me???
btw i need a haircut.. e ends of my hair gettin out of hand.. e damage level is so bad tt i hav to snap off abt 20 frizzy ends every 2-3 daes.. as a superstitious person.. i've always held on to e believe tt one shldnt cut hair during examz.. my hair is so bad tt i cant help but to break my own rule.. well mayb tt's y i buangz all my papers so far.. i need treatment!!! get a gd shampoo n conditioner.. i shall dye my hair black once n for all.. no more dyeing of hair!!!
