yes i got insomnia AGAIN... back frm my FM paper.. it sux..coz i wasnt clear headed at all!!! how can i b clear headed when e nite b4 e paper i din even slp a wink???!!! now tt im back frm e paper.. i still cant get myself to slp... wat e hell's happening to me??? i was studyin e whole nite.. but nothing went in... NOTHING.. all e qns looks so familiar.. i've seen them.. i've done them... but y cant i recall!!!??? damn FM!!! i hate myself... since when hav i become so duo luo.. e me now is like e 17 yr old me.. e yr where i flunk everything.. y i allow history to repeat itself??? y i juz dun learn??? im so sure i'll da bao.. reallie can stop dreamin abt gg into bnf.. i suck.. seriously i mean it.. i cant stand e me now.. somebody tok some sense into me..
alritey shall stop grumbling.. its over.. still one more pp on fri.. n tt's it.. end of me.. GAME OVER!!! amen~
hav i done something wrong??? ppl ard me actin so strangely nowadays.. m i too sensitive??? they make me feel as if i've done something wrong.. make me feel guilty over nothing.. still tryin to figure out wat i've done..
tis is wat my fren said to me regarding my insomnia.. "bed is only for sleeping you know (i'm serious), cannot use it to read, watch tv, eat whatever...and no thinking when sleeping" n im impressed... hahaha... lalalala~~~
